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You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

Whoever said "Drama" stops at the end of high school was an idiot, drunk, high, or all three.

You scored as XIX: The Sun. This is the happiest card in the deck. It is full of joy and optimism, everything is right with the world. We are as innocent children playing in the fields without care. The Sun brings success, well-being and happiness in all spheres - material, emotional, spiritual -wherever our desires lay.When this card appears in a Tarot spread it indicates success, joy and happiness. Obstacles will be overcome, goals achieved.When badly aspected, it can indicate a stagnation through over-indulgence, too much of a good thing. </td> XIX: The Sun 100% XI: Justice 81% III - The Empress 81% II - The High Priestess 75% 0 - The Fool 75% XIII: Death 75% IV - The Emperor 75% XV: The Devil 75% X - Wheel of Fortune 63% I - Magician 63% VIII - Strength 44% VI: The Lovers 31% XVI: The Tower 31% Which Major Arcana Tarot Card Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

AAAAAAAAAAARRRGH!!!!
You really dont have to read this. . . its just me being really pissed off, because not only do I HATE VOICEMAIL with a passion (namely because i always end up being bitched out for something I may or may not have done in them), I also hate people who have no idea what theyre talking about (Im talking about horses here) tell me what to do!!!

The woman that just bought the barn. . .yeah . . i basically taught her and her kids how to ride. Now because she owns the barn, shes telling me how to dress (her daughter wears the same shirts, but thats ok of course) and that I cant wear training shoes when I ride. I have worn tennis shoes and ridden for a nationally renowned trainer, and he had no problem with it, plus i think its none of her business.

Then, Im also training this horse for this woman, who also has no clue about horses (thats why her horse is badly in need of training because its a complete idiot!) is stipulating as to why the horse is being bad . . . ITS BEING BAD BECAUSE ITS NEVER BEEN MADE TO WORK IN ITS ENTIRE LIFE!!!!! Thats why!!! Now that it is being made to work (and it does look cool by the way) it is naturally rebelling!!! Wouldnt you?!! I know what im doing, ive been to Nationals and back. . .top ten in the Nation/World and all that jazz. . ok? So relax. . . Ive got it all under control and know exactly what Im doing.

-sigh- . . . I feel better already =)

You know why else the horse might be freaking out? MAYBE ITS BECAUSE THEYRE KNOCKING DOWN THE GOD DAMN BARN AND BUILDING A NEW ONE WHILE IM TRYING TO RIDE!! . . that also could be a factor. . . but hey, what do i know? . . maybe youre right. . . it IS muscle soreness.

I know these are really minor and insignificant issues, but when you hear them EVERY DAY . . it starts to get old. . . you know? Lol, plus Im one of those people that thinks about it continuously and the more i think about it the bigger of an issue it becomes in my mind until I cant stand it anymore and completely EXPLODE, and do something stupid (most of you that know me well can relate it to past events). I get so stressed out, I can no longer handle it, unless I talk to someone. If you are also one of those people, then you know exactly what Im talking about.

You think about it later and go. . .you know? Now that I think about it, that really wasnt that big of a deal . . .
it seems that way at the time though.

=D

i feel much better, still hurt like hell though from almost being thrown off about 10 times. . . It happens.

Yes, im going to prom. Yes, im going to try and be back for graduation. No, i dont know when my graduation party is going to be, but itll probably be when the pool is open. Then ill just call you guys up and have you all come over.

Im soo excited about Prom now that Ive finally established the fact that Im going. We re gonna have so muchhhhh fun!!

I LOVE YOU ALL!. . . LOL i feel so much better now, always do =D

SHOW SEASON COME FASTER!!! . . . cause Synzanattie and Jaanan Rose are gonna completely KICK SOME ASS (in all divisions)!!

(. . . but i still hate voicemail)


HA HA, I just reread what i wrote. I revert to British Mode when i get pissed off . . . training shoes, for those of you that dont know . . . are sneakers.

just tell me

Nattie462: elllllioooooooootttttttttt
Nattie462: im so miserable
Nattie462: -whine-
DmxEj2: aww
DmxEj2: u take any medicine?
Nattie462: no
Nattie462: i hate medication. . .
DmxEj2: but it helps
Nattie462: i knwo
Nattie462: but then when im really dying then ill be immune to everything and then i will die
DmxEj2: what a pessimistic outlook
Nattie462: sorry
Nattie462: lol
DmxEj2: haha
DmxEj2: now Im afraid to take medicine
DmxEj2: thanks laura
Nattie462: lol are you serious?

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later on . . .

DmxEj2: thank u for saving my life
Nattie462: youre funny
DmxEj2: haha
Nattie462: :-D i put that on livejournal
Nattie462: cause i thought it was funny
DmxEj2: oh lord
Nattie462: i cant help the fact that you amuse me
DmxEj2: now people are gonna be like "hey elliott want an asprin... oh no wait, ur scared of dying
DmxEj2: lol
Nattie462: LMAO

Why do people get pissed off at you for stuff that doesnt even remotely concern them and was none of their business in the first place?

its just weird and pointless, because they dont know everything that happened anyway. . .
. . . im not mad, im just interested. Is it just loyalty? or stupidity?



side note: this has nothing to do with any of you guys (incase you were wondering)

I was driving down the highway the other day and realized i associate a lot of different songs with different people . . . just thought it was interesting . . .

Because of you, "Such Great Heights" -Postal Service -Abby
The Devil went Down to Georgia -Nick
Konstantine, Existentialism on Prom Night -Chris
Dirty Little Secret, "Get Stoned" Hinder -Shashank
Craig David, "We be burning" or whatever it is. . . -Elliott
Taking Back Sunday, Three Days Grace -England
Breaking Benjamin -Sreya
"Lets Get Married" Jagged Edge -Samir
Marilyn Manson -Mcnish
Dragonsta Din Tei, The Academy Is. . . "You know how I do" -Taking Back Sunday, Hellogoodbye -Oleg

I dont know, if i think of any others ill fix it. . .

oh and yeah i couldnt stay off the internet, not this week anyway . . .

It started i think, Thursday. . . I forgot to do my physics outline, so shashank emailed me his and i copied it, changed it around a bit and turned it in. . . Not thinking anything of it because people do it all the time, he never actually reads them anyway right? So then today i go into school for just sixth hour because i had a major headache this morning. . .and get busted for cheating. .me and shashank.

Yeah. . .so i come home from school and im on the phone to shashank talking about what were going to do about it, when i decide to go to Central Michigan to pick up so info, register and basically check the place out. So i get directions from map quest and im about to leave when shashanks like "you should get a phone charger in case your phone dies" so we argue about it because i didnt think i needed one. . but ended up getting one at best buy anyway.

So yeah im following the directions for about 2 hours and end up at some University in Traverse City. Now its dark, and im driving alone, and my phone is dead. . . so i think ok no big deal plug in the phone charger and ill be all good to go right? yeah not so . . .it wasnt working. . .so i was pretty distressed at this point, i didnt know where i was, it was dark, and i was driving alone and all sorts of bad scary movie scenes running through my mind. . . .you know how it is, youre sitting there in a dark theater thinking "idiots. . how do they get in these completely moronic situations when all they had to do was buy a phone charger or bring cash", yeah those ones where theyre all about to die . . .

I was about to pull over at stay the night at a rest stop because i was just so frustrated, i mean frustrated to the point where you dont care . .ive been there several times and it sucks . . . when i tried my charger once more. . turns out it was plugged in right, but not all the way. . so my phone starts charging .

i have like 10 new voice mails from people asking where the hell i was . . and i was still lost . .and im not kidding you, there wasnt a gas station where i could ask for directions for like 38 miles . .i counted. . . So i stopped at a gas station, a trucker saw how distressed i was told me how to get where i wanted to go and bought me donuts and i heard all about his family and such . .but i got back on the road . .and called someone because i was so stressed out and lonely that i needed someone to talk to, to keep me sane . .and i just made it home right now.

Theres no feeling like being lost on the road, at night, by yourself far away from home. . .

If shashank and i hadnt been accused of cheating, i would never have been on the phone to him and therefore would never have bought the phone charger. . .and so id probably be still stuck in Traverse City right now . . . because unless id had someone to talk to i probably would have given up, and pulled over to sleep off the stress. . .

Turns out map quest screwed me over, because when i got home from this strange ordeal the directions were still on the computer. . .CENTRAL MICHIGAN UNIVERSITY . . .and the directions I followed were underneath, so it wasnt just me . . definitely have no faith in map quest now because it screws me over all the time. . .

I know that everyone probably pretends to be happier than they really are . . . but lately i feel like ive had to try harder to pretend to be as happy as everyone normally perceives me to be . . . i dont even know if that makes sense . . .

Yeah, so . . . im definitely only updating because im procrastinating. I really do NOT want to study for this Calc test, even though i am perfectly aware that it would definitely be in my best interest to. I also have a law and an ap spanish test to study for. . but i absolutely REFUSE to study for the law test. We were reading OUT LOUD . . yeah, thats right. . .in class today and the girl in front of me read the same sentence around 3 times and didnt notice. yeah, i dont know if everyone else didnt notice or what, but im hoping they just werent paying attention.

I think ive decided against being a lawyer, divorce tends to make you sick of them. . . lol congratulations to us, this divorce is officially the second longest divorce in saginaws history. . yeah and its still in progress.

The RED (ha ha = ). . .)party bus is definitely temporarily out of commission due to smashed left mirror, key stuck in door, and leakage of green stuff. I dont get it back until tomorrow, which frustrates me greatly because my freedom is severely limited, but it could possibly be a good thing because otherwise id be out right now instead of thinking about studying for this calc test. thinking about doing is good, because action always follow thoughts. . .sometimes. . . maybe not in this case. . . but yeah . . .

I CANT WAIT TO GRADUATE!!!! dont know where im going to college . . but minor detail . . . im so happy right now!! = D

yeah because someone slashed hollys tires and even though everyone hates her, her first assumption would naturally be my dad. . . . lol what is this?

YEEEEEEEAAAAAAYYYYYYYEEEEEEAAAAAAYYY!!!! I get my drivers license at the end of this month!!! Arent you all excited?!! . . Oh and i won my equestrian thing for District VI. I was excited for that also!! . . . .Happy Almost Birthday Samir!

HA HA HA HA!! . . . Now the picture you guys have been waiting for! . . lol . . .

Me in a cowboy hat! . . . ta daa!



with my beaaaauuutiiiful horse, Synzanattie.

This at the second of the equestrian meet, before my western class . . . These clothes werent mine . . so normally dont look as dumb as that because they dont fit. That didnt seem to matter though cause we did really well. Notice the PEPSI, cause its better than coke!!

Now you can all laugh at me . . .

One of my horse friends at homecoming. . .we are awesome, we did well at the shows, . . and because we were in the Saginaw News for being THE BEST equestrians! I think it was two days ago . . .sigh . .i should get some pictures of my horse up here . . .



Lol, we just moved . . and there are boxes all over the house. My cat is in the box, sleeping cutely . . awww . . i have a cat-in-the-box! . . . Im amused! . . .HA HA HA!!

See Shashank? . . . im getting better at it . .lol . . .better than you maybe?

The Girls!

The Guys!

The Girls and Guys!

The Best Waltzers!

Me and Elliott


I might fix it tomorrow . . .or maybe not . .yawn. . . . .

Yeah its long and complicated, but basically i drove by my house with my dad and there was a nine-horse trailer there. Nine-horse trailers, for those of you that dont know, are huge, they are like Semi s. My mom was moving all of the furniture out of our house with pierres help. My dad called the cops and two police cars showed up. They had the horse trailer backed up into the garage to move the stuff, and were pulling all the stuff out. . . We were supposed to move into our house from our apartment this weekend, or tomorrow . . I dont know if thats gonna happen. It sucks cause everything was supposed to be normal after this weekend.
Well the police came and filed a report and everything, and it goes to court on monday. I also got psychoanalyzed again today, for the third time by a second person. . . I was told that i am "severely depressed" and have "a lot of latent anger." Lol . . yeah . . wouldnt you?! . . .My parents dont get along, take pleasure in making each other miserable, wont talk to each other, and call the cops for fun. . . . but what do i know . . i dont have anymore rights in this than a 5 yr old until i turn 18, in 3 months . . . which is taking forever by the way. . . and ummm . . thats why i wasnt in school today. My dads girlfriend moved back in after a fight from 2am until 6:30 . . . yeah . .
On a lighter note, next week is gonna be awesome, cause i get my senior pictures back, i get my house back, and homecoming. . . yey . . the good news is not that i got my dress . . but that i got it in under an hour and a half!! . . and i have a horse show this weekend . . . and none of my family is going!!!

. . . Over the weekend, after the show at like 10pm, i dropped all my stuff off at the barn and left to spend the night at a friends house. The next morning i get up and go out, as we pull in Kristi, this girl that works there, comes up to me and tells me that two girls walked out with my stuff, and she did nothing to stop them.
She tells me this elaborate story about how two girls, one with long brown hair, and one with short blond hair driving a chevy s-10 pickup truck came and stole my stuff. So naturally i get extremely irritated. . i have enough stuff going on in my life without worrying about people stealing my stuff. So i stomp, pound, yell, and just generally vent my frustration cooling my heels until the barn manager comes out.
Kristi wants to leave to go and get a pop, when we tell her she has to wait cause shes a witness so she starts moving stuff around in her trunk. Some people are just dumb!
The barn manager searches Kristis car and finds my stuff. I was really pissed off, she had just sat across from me for 45 minutes telling me that she could never steal because she would feel bad about it, least of all from me, who she says is "an incredibly nice person." But hey, her moms in jail for dope dealing, . . go figure.
So she got fired and i got my stuff back. But seriously, who steals someones stuff and then tells them its missing?! . . . i can see the whole "maybe if i tell them their stuffs gone they wont immediately suspect me" mentality. But the thing is, if she hadnt told me . . i probably wouldnt have noticed it had been stolen for a couple of days, long enough for her to hock it on ebay and get her money. . . . In the other aspects of my life, my dad lawyer's mother-in-law died, and now the court date that i have been waiting for, for 3 years has been postponed, and im moving back into my house this weekend cause the court is kicking my mom out, and my dad and his girlfriend have split up, which sucks cause she was nice.

Which Disney Princess Are You?


You Are Jasmine!



Independent and adventurous. You don't want much; just to break out of the guilded cage society has put you in and experience life to the fullest. Following orders isn't really one of your strong points, and you would rather live a life of poverty than being forced into something that you hate.

Is anyone not jasmine? everyone ive talked to has been . . .